Hi All,

            Ok first things first me and Richard have split for good we havent been getting along for a while now and its pretty apparent we want different things. It pains me to say this although im sure some people who will read this and will remain nameless will be thrilled at this. But hey sod them!!! I am truly upset things have worked out this way he's definetly a brilliant guy but i refuse to live my life with someone who doesnt want what i do i dont feel it would be fair on either of us really. We are still mates but we just cannot be together anymore but i will really miss him hes been my best friend as well as my boyfriend for the past two years and it feels hard at the moment but im sure it will get better i only hope he find someone who loves him as much as i do. And i hope one day he finds true happiness and learns how to love someone else and be happy.But i will never forget what what he did for me and rescued me when i was at my lowest. As for me now well im hoping to become an Au Pair and get back into childcare somewhere for next couple of years in this country then maybe abroad after that.But we shall see what happens im temping for Stafforce at the moment as theres no point getting into a permanent job now if im leaving hopefully soon to become an Au Pair somewhere else. But i wish Richard the best of Luck and hopefully he will figure out exactly what he wants and who he wants to be with.

I also want to thank my mates they have been my rock through this especially my best mate Karen shes a Top Girl and can make me laugh when im feeling at my worst.

Thats all for now folks talk to ya soon

Jo xx